more bullshit

i need a love story, need one not only a man, a love... i'd like to shout it to the world, but i can't, i can't tell to anyone and it wouldn't be the same. i'd like the love to come to me, i'd like not to be a monster, i'd like to deserve all what i wish. but i don't think so, i've been a bad girl, in heart...in thoughts. my heart is hurt i feel so much pain. so much! i just would like to have my love story... is it too much to ask?